PETS-065 First Time: Yuu the Former Ikemen Stage Actor Performs in Secret as a Crossdresser – Transsexual Anal PETSHOP / Mousouzoku

His rational non-kei self began to dissolve under the warmth of passionate guidance. When he stopped performing, his true nature burst forth in pain. The ordinary days untouched by spotlight were filled with the drifting loneliness of an apartment and an unbearable sense of anxiety. The sensitivity worn down by stage work was worn thin by the harsh 'unlivable reality' that never acknowledged him, and he had nearly lost his sense of existence. But in the depths of this despair, he found the one role that could finally stop him: a forbidden transformation called crossdressing, something he'd never shown anyone. The figure of 'her' reflected in the mirror—meticulously crafted. The thin undergarment slips softly over his skin… Only when the sweet, perfumed scent fills his nostrils does he forget his defeat as a performer. Yet into this sacred space, another man's 'male' hand reaches in. The first touch of a man's palm—its boneless, burning warmth presses directly against his body through the delicate fabric. '…Haa…,' His shallow breath heats the microphone near his flushed face. The rationality built from living as a non-kei man collapses completely at the sensation of a man's fingers gently stroking his head. His resisting body responds instinctively, despite himself. Beneath the skirt, his beautifully dressed legs contrast sharply with his 'otinchin,' throbbing with desire to be loved by a man, rising fiercely. Light and heat collide, sweat mingles—'jyupi… jyupi…'—the wet sounds echo sharply in the cramped room. This was the affirmation of a 'life' he could never earn on stage: to abandon performance, to simply exist as a 'woman,' surrendering his body to male desire. In that moment, he truly believes he has finally met the role he's always longed for.